back to the start.

2006-04-08T23:27:00.000+08:00

to whoever remains: goodbye world. daniel is closing this blog. if you want to know my new website do ask me. bye.

2006-04-07T13:20:00.000+08:00

and the world came crashing down on me.

im just about ready to give up. no, really. i doubt i can cope. i guess im just not cut out for this. i dont want to carry on already. its just not worth it. for a sheet called "diploma". hell, give me A levels anyday.

i wonder what next action that i make will cause another 3 demerits and an explusion from school.

i dont want to be a model student - those arent remembered. whats the use? i want to just have fun in school and be able to remember the good old days.

2006-04-06T22:35:00.000+08:00

tired, stressed, cant be bothered.

2006-04-02T19:31:00.000+08:00

ridiculous. how can a person be upset for nothing?

well, i sure proved myself wrong.

2006-03-31T23:11:00.000+08:00

sometimes

certain people disappoint you

and you just cant find anyone to talk to

interesting.

2006-03-30T21:30:00.000+08:00

somehow i do believe there is always a silver lining in every situation, something that is worth smiling about in everything. cos.. God made it that way.

as we grow up, things change.

2006-03-30T21:25:00.000+08:00

Leaning over the same spot where she had been just a year and a half ago stirred within her something familiar. Something of the past. Watching the waters roll by, the fountain spewing its life-sustaining goodness over the shining matter covering the surface of the reservoir, she felt a tug on her heart strings, reminiscent of.. something. Of the past. Never mind the fact that it was a year and a half old already (just), she felt it as if it had just happened.. yesterday.

Of the past.

Of course, he was in Australia now, Perth to be exact (he always had been a stickler for details) and probably with the campus hot chick, and herself furthest from his mind (if on his mind at all). She had always teased him for being such a detailed person, yet having such a horrible memory. Why, she even had to remind him that their anniversary was the next day once! Well, of course, he had made it superbly wonderful, romantic.. just perfect. Right.. at this spot. Reminiscent of the past.

Something.. of the past.

A year and a half later, she stood over the same old railings, the wind blowing in her hair, tears streaking over her wonderful complexion, smearing her makeup (why had she done up her makeup, nobody will ever know, but one can guess) and dripping down into the murky waters, where they will be lost forever, no one will ever be able to find those exact drops of tears which this sad, female individual has just shed.

Just like the memories. Something of the past. Never to be dug up.. again.

Of course, for all the dramas on the tv screens, playing back many moving shows and series that men have learned to treasure over the centuries, there has to be some hint of reality in this seemingly dramatic scene. A hand, a strong, tanned hand, with the exception of a ring-shaped spot on his index finger, reached out of the darkness, and touched the back of her neck lightly, almost.. carefully. Unsure. The girl, lost in her own past, jolts back to reality. Could it be? Spinning around quickly, breathless, she turns and faces her fear, her love.. her past.

It was not meant to be.

It had been, of course, like in all dramas, purely her imagination. Whats gone is gone, the past shall remain unstirred, and although occasionally drops of tears ripple the surface, the depth shall never be touched, and shall remain.. unmoved. Something of the past.

Or was it?

Resigned, the girl slumps back into her glum reality. How could life be so dependent on a single individual? Yet it seems so. Its been a long time coming.. and she’s back to face her fears. With trembling hands, she reached into her pocket, and fished out the bent, stained but still wearable ring. Tainted by the year and a half of tears, rain, dust and sand (perhaps even blood), nevertheless she treasured it greatly. Slipping it off the glimmering chain upon which it dangled, she gripped it firmly in her hands, and the faucet ran once again, her tears dashing against the granite floor, splashing into oblivion. Turning back to the waters, she opens her tightly clenched fist (small, yet hard, yet.. soft) and stares once again into the swirl of silver, and, just nicely, a drop splashes central into the gap through which fingers slip through, never to be taken off again (that’s what they think, anyway). With a harsh sigh, she bites her trembling lip and looks back over the horizon. Whatever goes into the water, never comes back again. It’ll become.. something of the past. A glint of resolve appears in her eyes, and it seemed as though her being.. lifted. What reappeared was the beautiful, pretty girl whom had been hiding beneath the shadow of her past. And in that candid moment, it seemed as though.. the past never existed. Drawing her arm back, she exhaled sharply and thrust her arm forward, preparing to hurl her past into the waters where they would never return.

What she probably would never have known (and never would find out) was that he was there. Indeed, he was nearby, searching, for his beloved, the one he thought of every day and night for one year and a half. Yet his memory had failed him yet again, and he had forgotten, in classic fashion, the spot at which he knew she would be at. And so the irony completes, he returns home with a heavy heart, and she?

She has lost her past amongst the murky waters, in which they still reside.

2006-03-29T20:49:00.000+08:00

why search for heaven? when it's already right here, in front of you, as long as you're willing to grasp it, and embrace it. life doesnt suck.. if you think it doesnt.

meanwhile, me dawid timmy dil and hannah have formed a band! wooopie. fun-ness.

2006-03-28T21:23:00.000+08:00

despite the overcoming fatigue

i find myself very

very

very

alive.

=)

2006-03-25T09:46:00.000+08:00

ohyes
indeed
we all do miss
the good old days
times of bliss
all gone away
never to u-turn
or come back.

2006-03-23T15:09:00.000+08:00

k i realised that doesnt really update anyone abt my life.

so merv yesterday freaked us out by informing us abt exactly how tough the IOC (individual oral commentary) is gg to be, and abt how drong is gg to move into our block, and basically stressing us out abt WORK in general. i found out all the teachers are expecting 7 points of EACH of us (with the exception of math.. 6.5 points -__-) which is incredibly, stupenduously scary and stressing. for your information, 7 points is actually on average 85 marks for each subject.. so yes. immediately we cld feel the stress. dil and hans were quite freaked out (so was i) and so we vented it on making fun of the new teachers in the Acs Echo magazine. haha.

on a more serious (can it get more serious?) note, it really really is time to buck up. to the other guys, we must really move up our pace a notch! study groups, homework, projects, stupid chinese speeches, lets go go go!

that sounds so revolutionist. Mother Russia GO GO GO.

as an afterthought: WHY THE HECK CANT REFERENCE BOOKS BE TAKEN OUT OF THE LIBRARY??

today has been a fairly productive day so far. cleared half my work pile. gonna whack the next half soon.

oh God, needing You more than ever now.

2006-03-23T10:12:00.000+08:00

time to buck up!

love of God, divine.

2006-03-18T11:59:00.000+08:00

and surprise surprise, holidays are over in the twinkling of an eye. my workpile is about.. a quarter cut down. so much for using the hols for work.

in fact, so much for so many things.

learning to ignore certain blemishes.. be content! God wants us to live an abundant life on earth..

2006-03-15T11:06:00.000+08:00

time of my life. ^^

cant seem to get down to doing work. screwed.

2006-03-12T21:25:00.000+08:00

holidays are finally here! finally can sleep in. haha. hopefully i can nurse myself back to health within this period. and catch up on some work.

a thing i learnt and will continue to try and emulate in my life: being satisfied in God's grace. so many times we complain abt life, complain about others. well God made the ultimate sacrifice, his grace is sufficient for us! be satisfied in His love. =)

Holy Spirit come in power, take my life.

2006-03-12T15:12:00.000+08:00

praise the Lord, He gives and takes away.

2006-03-08T22:01:00.000+08:00

time sure flies. =)

4th.

<3

2006-03-07T21:06:00.000+08:00

k i realised that despite failing physics, math (probably) and barely scrapping through history and lit (my pet subjects) and getting mediocre results for econs (the rest of the class either got my marks or beat me) and getting 23/30 for TOK (i admit, that was tyco) and chinese being my only hope of a good result..

im still relatively happy.

hur. ok. this is ridiculous.

but then, a person who remains happy and secure in the plans of God..

i wont call it ridiculous.

id call it faith.

=)

2006-03-07T18:27:00.000+08:00

its all fine now. (:

i realised ive been a very self-centered humanoid. time to change thy ways.

and still the audience listens on.

2006-03-05T18:24:00.000+08:00

hurt.

but its okay. ill get used to it.

THE AUDIENCE IS LISTENING, LADIES AND GENTLEMEN.

steve vai owns all of your sorry asses.

2006-03-05T09:34:00.000+08:00

ill just pray and hope ill be satisfied with whatever i have.

2006-03-03T17:04:00.000+08:00

oh nooo.

somebody save my life now please.

2006-03-02T18:16:00.000+08:00

well well. i get a throat infection just as chinese oral starts. what impeccable timing.

2006-03-01T18:59:00.000+08:00

JRFC. it has a ring to it, indeed. =D

2006-02-27T20:25:00.000+08:00

one person, one insensitive move and that can turn your mood inside out upside down. sad how acs i will nvr ever be the same again. im thankful for our soccer guys though =)

19/25 for econs test. disappointing - i cld have done better .

2006-02-25T10:20:00.000+08:00

so why does it still bother me so?

no, it does not represent a single, heartstopping projectile; nah, its more.
more than words.

im pretty sure im going to go nuts sooner or later, but for now, im not crazy.
im just a little impaired.
i know right now you cant tell.

yes, daniel has bitten the bullet. haha.

2006-02-24T19:40:00.000+08:00

i really dread getting back the first wave of tests. i wonder how many i failed..

the bread and fish, the abundance of His glory.

2006-02-22T20:19:00.000+08:00

exhausted.

2006-02-20T10:19:00.000+08:00

retro night was fun! well done guys..

i shant speak of man utd as of this moment.

2006-02-16T20:20:00.000+08:00

weird. some things i just cant comprehend.

i need to resolve
some unresolved feelings
now.

2006-02-15T11:03:00.000+08:00

i unintentionally mental blocked myself doing my TOK 2006 Reflections so early in the morning, so i shall take a break here.

vday was great, i really enjoyed myself with her. coming home was a killer though, i dont know why i bother sometimes.

anyway, after skimming through certain random thoughts in my mind, i find myself wondering whether my life has truely been a witness for God. am i secure in my knowledge for God? do people see God in me? i know alot of people will laugh if they heard i serve in church - "you? DT?! HAHA." yeah ok. this certainly doesnt reflect well on me.. I WANT TO BE A LIGHT FOR GOD. humbled by this train of thought, i reflected (not on TOK) on what ive been in school. ive been a stoned, arrogant, idiotic bastard in school. reflecting God's light? NO. salt of the earth? NO. i havent even been supporting the prayer meetings thus far. yeah okay i know if i turn up for one of them ill probably be met by alot of snickering, but its worth it to be a fool for Christ.

oh God, what shall i do, where shall i go hence? i dont know. aimless, wandering spirit. like someone once told me, so what if u serve like mad in church? u spend more then 3/4s of your time in school, THERE is where the service lies.

shucks. i dont know i dont know im so disillusioned now.

yesterday i finally found out that playing by the rules sometimes does not work. i try, i try, yet im not. daniel stands alone, yet admist all the hooha i find peace. God is working. God is moving.

oh God, i need your help.

so where shall i go hence, what shall i do?

to be a lighthouse, to serve God, to worship God with all my heart.

i love you God.

forever i will sing, forever i will be with you, light of the world.

this is so contradictary. just last night when i came back i was flaming angry. in the shower i cursed and swore with such venom i scared myself.

so am i him, or am i what i want to be? humble pie food fight, i find myself within.

perhaps if i trust and obey, He'll come through for me.

perhaps perhaps.

2006-02-12T20:34:00.000+08:00

jamming today was fun. its been a long time since i had such fun worshipping.. praise the Lord!

well i tried. now the ball isnt in my park.. do something.

2006-02-11T22:41:00.000+08:00

firstly to all those o levelers who did well, congrats! to those who didnt do as well, at least you tried your best.. i know you guys did. life goes on.. work harder in this new stage of education.

well today's the first time i played for actual worship.. definitely a new experience. i WAS a bit nervous when i went up, but warmed up to it after a while. i have to say God really guided me through it alot. i found myself in my own world while playing and miraculously it happened to be the right chords! well.. plenty of room for improvement.

2006-02-09T20:25:00.000+08:00

i shall not want.

The Lord is my shepherd, i shall not want. He makes me lie down in green pastures. something i read from my daily quiet time (yes ive been trying). if the world adhered to this, what a perfect world it wld be. everyone will be satisfied with what they have, and not want more. sadly the world conforms to green bucks, fads, technology etc. trust in the Lord your shepherd - i dont need more! not another shepherd nor anything else, the Lord satisfies all hearts who reside in Him.

i learnt another thing from this - to be satisfied with what God has placed beside you. do not want.. but look around you and count your blessings. ive learnt to appreciate what i have, that special person who's always by my side. that one person who gives you so much joy, happiness, warmth, and care.. APPRECIATE. stop complaining about not having this or that. i shall not want.

yes, its been yet another long day of pondering. ^^

2006-02-08T08:51:00.000+08:00

i was lying back on my bed, relaxing and listening to some nightwish and random songs, when Photograph played. cliche as it may sound, it brought to my mind several memories from the past. us hanging out, making fun of others, breaking the rules, laughing like hyenas, singing to random songs. it brought a smile to my face.

den i thought back to a few people whom ive lost my closeness with. the times we had sharing with each other, laughing and making fun of each other, purely in zest, of course, knowing exactly what the other was thinking, sifting through what pressing and frustrating issues were at end, pouring our souls out to each other. my smile widened. strange it may be, but i started laughing. my sister, who was outside, and positively sure no one was inside my room, was immediately on the alert.

oh, if she would have known the fun times i had in the past.

oh, if they wld come back to me again, talk to me, have fun with me.

oh, how i want those days back.

this is my appeal to you all, you know who you are. come back.

oh, how long the green mile is.

2006-02-07T18:45:00.000+08:00

Seven qualities I want in a potential boyfriend/girlfriend
1.
2.
3.
4.
5.
6.
7.i dont have to do this do i. -wink-

Seven things that scare me:
1. the earth runs out of food.
2. i cant play soccer anymore.
3. my next 4.8km run turns out to be about half an hour long.
4. instead of growing fat i start growing thinner.
5. losing the one i love.
6. losing every friend i ever thought i had.
7. going to hell.

Seven random songs at the moment:
1. Photograph - Nickelback.
2. Be my Escape - Relient K.
3. Jesus Lover of my Soul - Hillsongs.
4. Fade to Black - Metallica
5. Enter Sandman - Metallica
6. Beauty and the Beast - Nightwish
7. Free - Hillsongs

Seven things I like the most:
1. Food.
2. Pool.
3. Soccer.
4. Guitar.
5. Studying. (oh em gee)
6. Hanging out as late as possible.
7. Running.

Seven random facts about me:
1. Im growing fatter. Slowly but steadily.
2. I eat alot, but nvr grow fat.
3. I wake up early when i can slp in but wake up late when i cant.
4. My phone got confiscated for the nth number of times. (when Un = a+(n-1)d)
5. I wont survive if i cant play soccer.
6. I stay in sengkang.
7. School is way too far.
Seven things I plan to do before I die:
1. Reverse bungee.
2. Ride that crazy dunno-how-tall roller coaster thingy.
3. Own everyone else in guitar.
4. Evangelise.
5. Love everyone in a way i can. (hoho)
6. Learn to love everyone. (in a way i can)
7. I shall not want.

Seven things I say the most
1. oh em ass.
2. what the hell?
3. yeah ok.
4. shut up greg. (yeah i use that alot nowadays)
5. HAHA.
6. haha.
7. hahaha.

Seven celebrity crushes:
1. jessica alba. (there is none like her)

Seven people I want to do this too
1.ben.
2.dom.
3.timchan.
4. gabrielle.
5.matthias.
6.michelle.
7.jiawei.

2006-02-07T18:41:00.000+08:00

dear dear me. i dont know what to say.

anyway.

HAPPY THIRD MONTH (tmr) (to whoever this may concern)

=D

<3

2006-02-07T10:18:00.000+08:00

i should watch what i post. blogs arent meant for personal feelings. hur.

so i stayed at home today to catch up on some work.. and some much-needed rest! im super tired. i so need a holiday now.. a damn good one.

2006-02-01T21:16:00.000+08:00

you know you're tired when:

- you throw your clothes into the rubbish bin and your rubbish into the washing machine.
- you look at your computer screen and it looks wayyyy too bright.
- you can hardly walk two steps without feeling around for support.
- whatever people say resounds in your head repeatedly and you reply: "what?" 5 mins later.
- grunting is the only legible sound you can produce.
- you start hallucinating that there's no school the next day.

oh boy.

tomorrow is dooooooomsday aka homework-handing-up-day! we're screwed.

super tired.

2006-01-31T22:51:00.000+08:00

this holiday has been pretty good. i realised how lucky i am not to be bogged down by such ridiculous politics, the "popularity" race. love my church mates.

so i didnt really collect much for ang baos this year, but really i dont really care much abt how much i get anymore, rather im just happy when people actually bother to give. so nice of them.

went to ant's house today to have lunch.. ant's parents are superb cooks. =) love the food! den after much deliberation we went to kbox.. sang. didnt really want to sing much cos of my cough.. thanks for taking care of me dear.

den we ate and the girls left. us guys talked.. messed about. played billards. damn.. i need to start training billards.. played too much pool already.

ALPHA FOREVER.

dont care if they change our cell name. haha.

so now im back home, pretty satisfied with life. we'll see what happens when i get back to school.. we'll see alright. for now, ill enjoy such little moments, the small pleasures in life.

cant seem to breathe without her.

2006-01-29T21:55:00.000+08:00

interestingly, this year's chinese new year wasnt too bad. apart from being put to shame by cousins about half my age who have learnt millions of chinese new year greetings by rote (as for me, i barely cld come up with 8-9, how embarassing) and reading my very much interesting book on paradoxes in my grandparents' house, and getting the headache of my life early in the morning, it passed pretty well. got to chat with my favourite uncle quite a bit, he's cool. he thinks money is immaterial. kudos to him.

ive come to appreciate a few people more through these past few weeks.. love to them all.

...

reading the book on paradoxes (paradoxes A-Z) has made me ponder on this series of random events (seemingly) - life. life is so.. contradictary. one of my favourite paradoxes is The Heap paradox:

A pile of 10000 grains is a heap.
If 10000 grains are a heap, so are 9999 grains.
And so on.
If 2 grains are a heap, so is one grain.
Thus one grain is a heap.

doesnt make sense does it? YET. due to repeated applications of the logical form of inference known as modus ponens, this argument is TRUE. curious, isnt it? makes you wonder how ambigious life is actually.

...

enough of my senseless ramblings. happy CNY all!

2006-01-28T10:25:00.000+08:00

Have you ever:

Had an alter ego: i wouldnt know.
If so, what was his/her name: ditto.
Fainted: sadly, no. i wanna try one day.
Had a crush on a teacher: nope.im fairly realistic.haha.
Had surgery: nope.
Been close to death: quite.
Been in a car accident: yeah.
Hallucinated: im not sure.
Said I love you and not meant it: nope.
Taught a little kid a curse word: nope.
Let go of someone and wished you hadn�t: yeah.
Liked someone way older than you are: jessica alba!
Liked someone way younger than you: nope.
Talked to yourself: always.
Talked to a stuffed animal: once in a while when i go nuts.
Danced in public: yeah.
Flashed someone: maybe with a camera.
Cried because you missed someone: yeah.
Done the chicken dance: omg yes.
Given a lap dance: no.
Fell off a chair: yeah.
Written on a mirror: yeah.
If so, what did you write: hello!
Pretended not to care about someone when you really do: yeah.
Deliberately hurt a friend: nope.
Broken down in front of someone: thankfully no.
Had a food fight: yeah HAHA.
Had one of those romantic moments like you see in movies: no.sadly, reality isnt like the movies.get real people.
Hated yourself: yeah.

Last:

Song that was stuck in your head: You and Me.
Person you were thinking of: her.
Time you cried: quite a long time ago.
Person you hugged: melvin.
Thing you searched for on Google: chords for chinese songs (unsuccessful).
Person you rode in a car with: parents.
Person who told you they loved you: her.
Time you laughed: yesterday.
Jumped on a bed: very long ago.
Time you were burned: very long ago.
Time you bled: yesterday.
Movie you watched: King Kong.

Do you

Think about suicide: no.
Believe in online dating: no.
like cleaning: nope.
like roller coasters: yeah. hoho.
Believe in forgiveness: i do try.
Believe in karma: no.
Have any bad habits: too many.
Believe in ghosts: only the good ones.
Believe in fate: no.
Have any birthmarks: yeah.
Always want what you can�t have: too many.
Have any allergies: no.
Type really fast: yes.
Prefer short talk or deep conversation: deep.
Daydream: always.
Use big words to sound smart: nope.
See dead people: thankfully not.
Sing in the shower: sometimes.
Like your life: maybe.
Do you think you could share your heart with someone completely: yeah.

Number of:

Scars on your body: one or two.
Drugs taken illegally: none.
Close friends: none.

Who/what

Was the happiest time of your life: 2 nights ago.
Person you wish you could see right now: her.
Your worst enemy: i dont have one.
What do u want done with your body when you die: burnt and scattered all over.

What

Is your first unhappy memory: getting 235 for PSLE after getting 260 for prelims.
Is the first thing you wash in the shower: hands.
Your biggest turn on: for you to find out. (ok i didnt mean that)
Biggest turn off: no idea.
What is your weakness: insecurity.
What do you think about before you fall asleep: random stuff.
Annoys you more than anything: un-loyal/high-and-mighty friends.
What is the highest thing you�ve ever jumped off and not hurt yourself: a flight of stairs.
What is the saddest moment of your life: something last yr.
What confuses you most about life: why everything must come and go.
What is one thing you regret: alot.
What�s the worst feeling in the world: losing close friends.
What movie do you watch over and over: i dont really do that.
What are you wearing? find out yourself.

taken from matthias' blog.

2006-01-27T23:39:00.000+08:00

had loads of fun with all the guys at sakura and lanning after that today.. happy birthday sebastian! glad you enjoyed today so much.

be satisfied in Jesus' presence alone, for it is sufficient enough for you.

2006-01-25T18:37:00.000+08:00

teh with friends today.

simple yet meaningful.

2006-01-24T11:50:00.000+08:00

sometimes all it takes is a little faith to keep you going.

i was talking to a friend abt church committments one day, and we both agreed that sometimes being over-committed in church was NOT a good thing. the more things you had to do, the more church becomes a chore rather den a place of worship.. the hunger for God and drive will be lost. sometimes, its better to take a breather.. and do what you can do rather den squeezing stuff into your never ending list of to-dos and making yourself irritated and frustrated..

that was (un)expectedly random.

so the assignments in school are coming fast and furious now. curiously, i dont find myself busy at work now despite 4 assignments due today (rather tmr since i didnt go to school). thats definitely not a good sign.

somehow i feel ive lost the drive to achieve anymore. it doesnt feel worth it..

2006-01-22T09:32:00.000+08:00

somehow i know deep within my heart that God can do it, God can make it true, God can do reversals that are miraculous in nature, God can pave the way for me, God can change my heart, God can makes things right. but perhaps its just that ive tried too many times.. and fallen in the end.

...

last night's FFW touched me in a unique manner. a revival; or more specifically, a rest in my heart. a decision was made - follow after Him and regard the facade of passing trees and scenary with ignorance. yet somehow.. i cld feel the butterflies of doubt tugging on my heart strings. why doubt? a complex and equivocal feeling fluttering inside me. why?

...

ACl, worship team, running the race with perseverence.

...

there was a time where i was in the cross country team (in my fitter days.. now i have a belly) where we ran insane distances. i used to have a method - look straight ahead and zone out, ignore whatever distractions lie beside and push hard ahead. i found it led to less pain, more endurace, and more distance covered..

...

on a seperate note, happy birthday gab! 18 seems so old. time flies..

now i dont even know what im feeling.

2006-01-20T18:09:00.000+08:00

somehow i managed not to blow over abt a certain thing that happened today.. thank goodness. it wld have been unneccesary.. but i was still very disappointed.

anyway school is becoming such a drag. the only thing to look forward to is soccer.. i really mean it. even the people have become.. sigh. never mind. i hate going to school now. i miss the old days. the days where such events and unneccesary angst were negligent enough. the days where we had fun everywhere we went.. just as us. i guess i dont really have what it takes to bear with the things i cant change.. and change what i can. im feeling pretty useless now.

a shift to another jc wld be a feasible option for me at this point of time. seriously, i cant take it any more. perhaps to somewhere near..

damn it what am i talking abt. its stupid. no jc wld accept me with my crap results from last year.

no wait im stupid.

...

well looks like im stuck. haha.

oh well i just came full circle and kicked myself in the backside coming back.

i hate school.

sounds so childish right? yet its really what i feel now. i dread going to school.. saps the energy out of me relentlessly like a mosquito and its bloodfilled victim, sucking greedily. sucking it away.

its itching.

oh yes it is.

pure ignorance, astonishing focus. i need it.

2006-01-18T20:53:00.000+08:00

scratch that and rewind it back.

so school has been draining me of my internal energy and brain juice. im finding it hard to focus my attention wholely on the lesson now.. damn. acs should move nearer to sengkang.

on an entirely seperate note..

im sorry.

ill learn to accept the things i cant change somehow.

2006-01-17T18:22:00.000+08:00

lessons started officially! and its not bad. i like econs and the cool new zealand teacher. haha.

other den the rain, alot of other stuff have dampened my mood.

at least i know i have someone to fall back on.

to you, its happened alot of times before, and yes this has thus led to a presumption (as you may think it is) that you are indeed this kind of ppl. this is gay. but i feel better to make it clear here. dare you say that you've left me out time and again. dare you.

perhaps you missed it out, but i didnt dump you guys. vice versa, i dare say.

sad to think that after so long, i didnt really mean much to you guys.

isolation has always been an option.

sometimes i really do know what you go through.

ive nvr been one to release such emotions, but too many things have occured at a single time.

so do whatever you want. insult me behind my back, laugh at me.

one too many.

too tired, too angry, too burdened.

the strength Lord, the strength thats sapping endlessly out of me.

revival.

2006-01-16T18:13:00.000+08:00

so much for everything.

life goes on.

[edit]

now i really really cant be bothered. whats up with all the changes now anyway? since when did "elitists" join the ranks? this is retarded, and sad. well.. who cares.

btw, i guess i was a little harsh in my sunday post, im sorry. but its the general gist of what im feeling now.

just the way im feeling.

shit.

[/edit]

2006-01-15T01:41:00.000+08:00

its nearly 2am in the morning. im crazy, tired, and in love. hahaha. so here goes.

to you, you, you and whoever you may be, you know who you are. ii really appreciate you leaving me out of whatever activity you organised. as usual, i may add. and you know what? i dont give a shit. so much for friendship, brotherhood. bullcrap. friends come and go. and i for one know that. so go you guys shall. bye.

to you, thank God for you. the current constant in my life. i love you so much.

to you (guys), it makes me feel so wonderful to be sharing a class with you same guys again this year. hope it'll be a good one! and please, try not to change too much.

to God, thank you for the strength to deal with what is past and what is to come. thank you for placing such people in my life. thank you for everything.

2006-01-12T22:14:00.000+08:00

i realised im a very paranoid person. when things are going too smoothly, i start to suspect. and worry. and sooner or later my worries become reality. i must stop this terrible habit.

so my approach works, indeed it does. via an unexpected twist of tales and events, i have managed to carve out a life that i enjoy, and dwell happily in its midst. carve the turkey to the heaart, thats how its supposed to be done. back to the heart.

well, apart from falling sick again that is.. what to do? to play soccer, id brave the rains happily.

so i shall miss school tmr again to recuperate, hopefully successfully. curiously, i find that i always seem to feel giddy at night and early in the morning. through the day, i feel like i cld take on the world anytime. weird.

so quit your suspicions
exit your inflamed lies
take your antibiotics regularly
dispel what myths may exist totally.

2006-01-10T09:32:00.000+08:00

so things do get better and better. there has been a reshuffling of classes, or so i heard. in short, 12 4.16 guys (including myself) will be taking over 5.14, plus the company of 5 nice (according to ali) girls and some random other guys. all i can say is we got a good deal. wahahaha. its gonna be a fun year.. lets influence them with some 4.16ism.

2006-01-09T09:36:00.000+08:00

so im at home now, nursing a sore head and feeling a fair bit irritated at the fact that i missed out on the first official day of school and lessons. i wonder who's in my class.

somehow as the waters seem to calm, i feel that im lacking in my spiritual growth with God. its time to turn back to Him again.. fortunately, God's doors are ever open to those who repent. havent been doing much qt either..

and so we see our beloved acs independent change, together with its male inhabitants, as the new order takes place. i guess its pretty obvious, most ppl wld have noticed it immediately. its a sad fact; face it. its bound to happen somehow.

i bet drong nvr saw it coming.

more than words.

2006-01-08T20:54:00.000+08:00

jamming today was, simply put, good. getting to like acoustics more..

so ill be switching cells to DNA officially.. confirmed with sally.

sometimes my feelings waver so
tell me things i want to know
time will tell in all things come
for now we've this short race to run

onward we go, go with the flow.

2006-01-07T10:55:00.000+08:00

so orientation is over.. has been a fun-packed 4 days with my crazy Group3. id like to express my thanks to them for making these few days so enjoyable.. three cheers for french kiss! =P

basically the past few days have been madness. for details go to tim chan's blog.. simply put, we got dirty, cranky, wet, muddy, burned up the dance floor (yar tun!), ran around singapore, ate a nice dinner, and put up a nice performance.

and so its back to normal school life again..

2006-01-02T19:33:00.000+08:00

school is starting in precisely 10 hrs time.

...

HOT DAMN.

2006-01-02T11:25:00.001+08:00

i dont know whats wrong with me.. sometimes i just lose myself like that. i guess its all the small things really.. i know its wrong of myself to be so petty but im just like that. inside me two sides are battling.. i want to be happy and nice to everyone no matter what happens. but somehow i cant.. i just cant make it. i want to cry.

maybe its true that nobody can really truly understand you.

i need to wake up.

im sorry.

[edit]

forget it. im not going to dwell on stupid small things. BE HAPPY.

[/edit]

2006-01-01T22:57:00.000+08:00

today was a fun day. =) probably one of the last few before school starts.. sigh. what a way to spoil a good mood.

sleeeeeep while you can.

<3

2006-01-01T10:31:00.000+08:00

and so new year was spent eating instant noodles at home.

oh well.

2005-12-31T13:03:00.000+08:00

yesterday was a pretty fun day with friends..

in the morning went to check out citymusic by myself.. intended to upgrade my guitar pickups but decided against it in the end.. not worth it. anyway citymusic was empty despite the manifold discounts within.. i checked out some stuff but the acoustics were wayyy too expensive. so off to PS to meet dom and chen.. the rest were fashionably late as usual. no surprises.. hor ben. hahaha. anyway we played pool.. i was super tyco that day.. won 5 lost 1.. before switching tables. den beat mk 3 times.. lost to shang 3 times. man. my bad streak. =/

so after that we played the basketball machine at ZoneX and headed off to xbox. played halo2 and fifa street for a few hrs.. den headed off after much deliberation (typical acsian) to the WWI war memorial to chill.. talked alot. got some much awaited info.. from a pretty high ben. haha. wonder if he's awake yet. doubt it.

so we had much fun. (: and on to 2006 we go.

2005-12-29T22:05:00.000+08:00

it is a very, very sad day indeed.

i did not manage to get my RG350dx after all.

$!@#%$!#@

a million curses on the people who were in the front of the queue who koped my guitars.

oh well. time for other measures..

He finally gave in to his friend's girlfriend when she said,
"There's someone you should meet."
At a crowded restaurant way cross town,
He waited impatiently.
When she walked in,
Their eyes met,
And they both stared.
And right there and then,
Everyone else disappeared, but...

Chorus
One boy,
One girl.
Two hearts beating wildly,
To put it mildly it was love at first sight.
He smiled,
She smiled.
And They knew right away,
This was the day they'd waited for all their lives.
For a moment the whole world,
Revolved around one boy,
And one girl.

In no time at all,
They were standing there,
In the front of a little church.
Among their friends and family,
Repeating those sacred words.
The preacher said,
"Son kiss your bride."
And he raised her veil.
Like the night they met,
Time just stood still, for...

Repeat Chorus

He was holdin her hand when the doctor looked up and grinned,
"Congratulation, twins."

Repeat Chorus

2005-12-28T23:11:00.000+08:00

finally, my last day at popular is over.. woo! happy. =) time to squeeze in some quality fun time in the next few days! (before school)

to all you poly people: roar! hahah.

now, whenever i ask myself, "why me?"
i think of Jesus
and feel ashamed.
what is my suffering compared to His?
a whole world of a difference.
nothing can be too hard for us, anymore.

and so the countdown begins.

2005-12-25T22:59:00.000+08:00

time out basically knocked me flat out and senseless. i was so dead tired by the end of it.. and i only managed to squeeze in half an hr worth of slp. haha. nevertheless, im really glad everyone had so much fun. praise the Lord!

baptism today.. a cool experience (literally.. in the cold waters), not to mention 2 things that happened during baptism that made me and anthony the center of attention. hahah. still, the renewal of the spirit was felt. the Holy Spirit in us and us in the Holy Spirit. thank God!

slept for abt 5 hrs in the afternoon after mk wz sheryl joe sebastian anthony left my house after the christmas party.. i didnt even intend to slp. haha. just conked out..

and time for more slp.

2005-12-22T12:58:00.000+08:00

funny how i have to eat up my words once they come out. well, most of them anyway.

God's plan, perhaps.

2005-12-21T10:15:00.000+08:00

some things are better left unsaid.

and as we count down to christmas, its tie to look back on the year.

this yr has probably been one of my more active years. learnt much, grown much, experienced much within this span of 365 days. nothing i regret; some things i miss; some things to look forward to.

@ mingkiat: undoubtly my closest friend so far. within this year many events and stuff have allowed us to forge a closer relationship. all the way back to sec1, we've nvr missed a beat. although at times we've had our periods of coldness, we've hit back in style this year. what with jamming, soccer, badminton, and doing ridiculous stuff. thanks for being there for me when i needed you, i hope i did the same. lets face this new yr with a positive attitude =)

@ ben siow: well i nvr do get to see you much these days, but somehow i feel our friendship has nvr faded. you've been a great source of comfort to me when i needed it, and we do share a common past.. in a way. ill nvr forget the soccer, the jamming, the dota-ing (aha!) and just crapping abt. thanks for being such a buddy, lets stay together in these scattered times =)

@ dominic: my constant source of humour. dont you miss the 2.8 days? where we used to throw cards and joke abt and do random stuff in class, run down to the parade square during recess for soccer. ill miss those days.. especially in such times. thanks for being a friend. =)

@ wanzhen: perhaps the weirdest girl ive known. haha. but one who's rode many tidal waves with me, up into the skies, and down into the depths. mostly down into the depths, sadly. but life is a bitch. anyway, thankyou for giving me an outlet to vent, i hope ive done the same. as the years go, hope we wont lose this thing we have. grow in Christ, but stay child-like beneath the mature exterior always. thanks sister. =)

@ tp: you probably dont come here, but still. you've always been a tower of strength no matter what happens. i know you probably dont think so, and dont seem the part, but i feel this way. many a time you've been the one pulling all of us together, despite your own obvious problems. and when i was down and out, you were there for me. back in shanghai, it was you too who brought us together. thanks! .16 family brother forever. =)

@ jessica: you probably dont come here either. but busy ppl dont really have the chance to do so. you've really been a great figure in my life, whether you realise it or not. as a leader i look up to you, as a person, i feel for you in the way only ppl who've been through it all can. ive always felt a certain respect for you in the aspect of music, although ive nvr shown it. i really admire your ways of leading the music team. thanks for being with me and talking through everything with me, and always been there to lend a helping hand (or mouth) whenever im in the dumps. =)

@ sheryl: well you're perhaps the 2nd weirdest girl ive known.. (in a good way). thankyou for being a friend. maybe one day we'll understand each other more. =)

@ ken: my instrument guru, my listening ear. when i need help and advise with my guitars and stuff, the first person who comes to my mind is you. when i feel like i need advice, likewise you come to mind. thankyou for supporting me and giving me advise through all the times. =)

@ tim seow: well this is weird. blogging abt a person who doesnt blog. nevertheless, you are not missed! haha. constant soccer companion, guitar compatriot, xboxing and slacking off at your house, eating those yummy ice cream pancakes. memories, chairman seow. as we go off to our different classes, i pray that we wont lose the brotherhood we've formed. =)

@ gregory: this is even more weirder! but one i cannot miss. you've definitely been a person ill come to miss alot from .16. what with your lame crap, ever-happy exterior, running off with mel, dota-ing, picking up stuff you've just only started learning in a matter of minutes, your rubrix cube, your -ay song. life's nvr been dull with you around. though you always poke me for info (literally..) id like to say ill really miss you pal. all the way back to shanghai.. and the mels. haha. thanks for being such a close friend. =)

my mood has been lifted considerably. (: haha. all the memories..

more next post.

2005-12-17T00:17:00.000+08:00

my face is peeling omg omg. i look quite scary hahah.

cant wait for my pay.. got a whole list of stuff to buy! haha.

cant wait to jam.

and i wonder why.

2005-12-16T00:14:00.000+08:00

last caroling! well.. it felt like. normal. if anything.

some things just cant be changed.. face it and move on.

and through it all.. stay happy!

happiness is found, and not given.

2005-12-14T10:00:00.000+08:00

somehow little things can hurt like nothing. and these little hurts can turn into hatred.

was lazy to do a proper update yesterday.. so now.

went to sentosa with acs guys and church frens.. played some fun/exhausting soccer, busted my toe trying to whack the ball on its way down from one of richard's whacks, got buried in the sand (you're not the only one wz) and played at the musical fountain. or.. mini water fountain. haha. believe me, it felt nicer den it looked.

and so tiredly returned home, tiredly pondered, tiredly hurt, tiredly slept, and tiredly awoke this morning.

2005-12-13T21:51:00.000+08:00

fun at the beach, tan, sunburns.

mini mood swing.

smile.

2005-12-12T23:15:00.000+08:00

so what happens to a person who loses his home?
when he goes back to his house
its just another empty shell
like going to a hotel to stay over for a day.

he gets his feet swept out from under him.

sure i cld pretend to be happy
but who can i kid?
and for how long?

2005-12-12T09:37:00.000+08:00

thankyou to everyone for the birthday wishes.. love you guys (:

and thankyou to sheryl mk dom wz for the birthday present.. hopefully it'll last me more den 2 days HEH. (:

and thankyou to you for the yummy delicacy. (:

and thankyou for all those who went out with me yesterday. (:

right now im exhausted. family troubles, friendship troubles, possibly more potential other troubles.

come on, go go.

2005-12-10T23:22:00.000+08:00

KJE was a relative success, although im disappointed with one small thing. nevertheless, God's timing, it will come to pass eventually. felt alot more open and happy today. (: hope dom will continue coming to our church.. he's fitting in well. heh.

so i feel more distant, but its okay. perhaps one day everything will be perfect. for now, ill be happy with what i have.. (:

worship, fun, laughter, craziness.

and now im officially 16! yay. haha. and i feel different. im different.

im glad for whatever friends i have now, and whatever friends ive had through the years.

but ill leave that for another day.

randomness.

somehow it feels different from what it felt before.
somehow i find myself moving away.
somehow i want more.
somehow i never get it, so i forget it.
somehow it always lingers in my dreams.
somehow i find myself falling deeper.
somehow i like the feeling.

2005-12-08T20:52:00.000+08:00

today's caroling was pretty good.. was actually quite fun. if only i cld stand up and move abt.. argh.

my parents are asking me to consider moving to NJC instead next year. from what i see.. it means losing alot of close frens and a huge change of environment. of course, it cld be a really fun adventure. and.. i dont really want it. i want to stay in my comfort zone among my grp of frens. we'll see..

cant wait to move to redhill. woo. my mom's emailing my aunt tonight. :D it'll be really fun living with mk and having nearly absolute freedom.. nyahaha.

so a month has passed, and more to come. a twinkling of the eye, the apple of my eye. =)

2005-12-07T23:00:00.000+08:00

tough work as usual.. but surprisingly today wasnt so bad.

pls do trust me.

2005-12-06T23:48:00.000+08:00

needless to say, these past few days have been days that ill nvr forget in my entire life.

love.

a side note: WORK IS KILLING ME.

2005-12-05T00:14:00.000+08:00

dont worry, be happy. =)

2005-12-04T12:36:00.000+08:00

funny how small things like that can turn my day upside down.

maybe cos they arent small in my eyes.

funny, so laugh. ha ha.

2005-12-04T07:59:00.000+08:00

so i have been pondering on the issue of acl the past few days. i find it really sad that no one has stood foward to accept the task. where's the fire of the Lord, the passion to serve and extend His kingdom? the thing is.. we lack the drive and spiritual maturity.. to be able to stand up and say firmly that we are going to serve the Lord in any circumstance. its always, oh Lord, i have too many things on my hands now, maybe later? oh Lord, i dont think i can do it, i dont think im capable. dont you think if God calls you to serve, He wld prepare you, and prosper you? God is GOD. He has plans, being unsure of what God calls you to do.. means you are calling God a liar. in any case.. i pray that more ppl wld take the initiative, be led by God and serve. trust. isaiah 40 and jeremiah 29 will ring true for those who believe. take the step of faith.

dont wanna stand here and shout Your praise
and walk away and forget Your name

after meditating on this train of thought, ive realised the futility of striving for material goods.. another step forward? hope so. haha. after all, God will provide. no use hankering after stuff when God will give it to you..

i think im just finding excuses for myself for ponning work today. HAHA.

hunger, desire, want for something higher.

2005-12-02T23:47:00.000+08:00

love, funny shows, fun dates, busy work, irritating situations, frustrating ppl.

dont think too much.

(:

<3

2005-12-01T10:42:00.000+08:00

work, talk, play, sing, off days, guitars, laptops, and many unusual stuff.

smile.

2005-11-28T10:19:00.000+08:00

just plain fucking ridiculous.

i sometimes find myself on the wrong end of everything. not by choice. or maybe it is. i choose to do smth, and i end up absorbing the impact. home is just another place where i become a victim of circumstances. outside, same. anywhere.

eating into his mind, burrowing into his unconscious.

so.. life goes on.

caroling time. cheerios.

time to start walking backwards.

2005-11-27T11:14:00.001+08:00

carol practice, meeting with pastor, ffw. this little sequence of events pointed out loopholes in my life (spiritual and physical) that ive always thought abt yet nvr really bothered to get the answers to. its time to hold on to God's promises and move on..

something amusing i read from stephen king's book - christine:

"Gave my balls a little squeeze. I'll be all right."
At least I hoped I would be. If you're a man and you've slammed you nuts a good one at some point, you know... the initial agony is only the start; it fades, to be replaced by a dull, throbbing feeling of pressure that coils in the pit of your stomach. And what that feeling says is Hi, there! Good to be here, just sitting around in the pit of your stomach and making you feel like you're goijg to simultaneously blow lunch and shit your pants! I guess I'll hang around for a while, okay? How does half an hour or so sound? Great!
Getting your nuts squeezed is not one of life's great thrills.

lol? hahah.

isolation.

2005-11-26T00:21:00.000+08:00

another day at work.. getting to know the guys better so its alot more fun =)

funny how you feel when people dont understand you.

feelings.

2005-11-23T19:09:00.000+08:00

i realised how much i miss having nothing to do but slack.

woke at 1140 today.. went down to church for programme meeting.. sorted out some stuff.. den had lunch with ben and talked alot of crap. played basketball.. playing with loud-mouthed bengs is just plain sian.

back to work tmr.. the days are starting to draaaaggg.

kan de kai, zuo de dao. wo hui zhen ming de.

2005-11-22T23:11:00.000+08:00

not so bad day, save a few.. discrepancies along the way. EEEEK. help help jiu ming SOS!

to those who know, SHUSH. haha.

finally tmr's an off day. just 2 days and im.. phew. shacked.

but its been okay.

we of the world, the world not of us.

2005-11-22T10:01:00.000+08:00

strange, weird, funny.

looks like ill be spending my birthday this year working. hilarious.

ive lost my life already.

2005-11-21T23:55:00.000+08:00

welcome to the working life, where i practice how to smile at people i dont want to smile at.

story of my life.

2005-11-21T10:10:00.000+08:00

with great powers comes great responsibilities.

now, since when did normal humans have great powers? hwaha. funny.

leave the superhero stuff to spiderman, superman and the likes, im living my life the way i want to.

still, ill be there for you.
when the rain starts to fall.
like ive been there before.

2005-11-20T19:30:00.000+08:00

hahahahha. this is absolutely hilarious.

starting work tmr. =) do drop by to visit me, ill get bored facing books and irritating(gay) customers.

2005-11-20T11:26:00.000+08:00

as i packed up my room, i dug up little things from the past. i know i shouldnt have, but i knew i had to face it. i took a tour of the past. i faced everything all over again, i knocked it back down again. maybe something lurks below the surface..

oh God, have i done the wrong thing? this is so wzbqw. i cant believe it.

i need to stand FIRM on what i want and what i believe in now. the past remains past, whatever it may be.

but yet, im weakening.

help.

2005-11-19T17:49:00.000+08:00

made a big discovery while watching wzbqw today. haha. weird.. but true. feeling loads better. realised.. happiness is always there, its just up to the person to embrace it instead of choosing to be blue. it is true, some people wld end up choosing to be blue and depressed instead of happy. a human's mentality..

2005-11-18T23:07:00.000+08:00

harry potter was a big waste of money - so sad.

after the movie something gave way inside me, like an overload of emotions. for some unknown reasons, i suddenly felt quite.. indignant, detached, weird.

tsk. i should be feeling happy, since i had so much.. fun.

happy happy happy.

haha.

2005-11-18T09:43:00.000+08:00

after the long arduous journey over many sands, we made it. here we are, palawan beach.

memories of class 3, class 4, class .16.

courtesy of our professional cameraman, tiangpeng.

and so we walk away, to our seperate classes, but the spirit will always be there, hopefully for life. FFL - friends for life.

thankyou, 4.16. thankyou, our 6 musketeers. thankyou, everyone.

2005-11-17T13:37:00.000+08:00

so 19 Enochians took it upon themselves to run rampage on "padawan" beach on the 15/11/05. beach soccer, burying reuben alive, basketball, suntanning and telling stories, having loads of fun.

so we watched doom after that, me seow and ivan, and an excellent show it was. thrill, SUSPENSE, gore, and alot of action. the FPS part was a little lame, but all in all a cool movie.

so we crashed at tp's house, if you wld call it crashing, me greg tim chan, and tp himself, of course. played dota, played guitar and piano, and drank campbell soup at 4am courtesy of our live-in chef, tim chan. watched constantine later on in the morning.

all in all, in between, throughout, i had fun. (:

so starting work at popular at compasspoint on monday, do come and keep me company.

doing that thing she does.

2005-11-15T09:53:00.000+08:00

to a certain someone, no offence

wake up already. stop drowning in your own self-pity. maybe its too late to reverse everything, buy you've only made things worse. nothing has changed, mindsets have remained untouched. show people that you're strong, not weak. if you show people your weakness, they'll only use it as a laughing point for midnight chats. be strong, act strong, whatever. there are millions of girls out there anyway, why should you be bent on trying to reel in a tough one?

once again, my disclaimer. no offence, just trying to help. you may say its none of my business, but a looker-on often has the neutral and objective viewpoint after all.

enough animosity. christians should strive to fellowship together. how else wld non-christians get attracted to us? we are the LIGHT in the darkness. is this what we're gonna show the world? you choose.

on a very much lighter note, CLASS OUTING IS IN 2 HOURS. haha. i sound like a kid. hey-ho lets go.

anyone noticed the shining star in the sky? thats my reason to smile. (:

to the 2 females ive nvr needed to hide from: <3

2005-11-13T23:42:00.000+08:00

i get upset about the weirdest things.

visited my godfather today.. he's the greatest. gave me lots of advice, encouragement, prayer.. and a early birthday present! haha. my second so far.

encouragement, love, advice, just be there. a friend.

i wished upon a star, for you and me.

2005-11-12T20:26:00.000+08:00

cell yesterday was fun. loved the atmosphere. (: this is what cell should be like!

distributing stuff today was quite meaningful. although i just carried stuff. but watching the residents respond to God's love.. touching.

IM HUNGRY.

<3

2005-11-10T21:38:00.000+08:00

how weird. life's habit of grabbing you by the balls and swinging you headfirst into situations you dont want to face.

maybe the water's too cold to take a swim in. or the current is too strong.. i hope i make it though. i will persist. hwaha.

on a lighter note, im starting work next week. yay. new guitar, new pickups, here i come.

after 1 and a half months.

so much for lighter note.

RARRR im so.. swayed by circumstances. somebody save me.

2005-11-08T13:08:00.000+08:00

my dream come true.. you have no idea how much ive been wanting this moment since so many months ago (:

so i had my talk with sally today.. found out a few things.. established a few things.. all i know is next year i gonna be one heck of a busy year. projects, cell, work, school, bridge club (HEH), relationships, guitar.. and more. i just dont want to think of it yet. goodness.

the planning starts.. NOW.

cant wait for class chalet on 15th! (: enoch has to be the best class ever. wheee.

a little extract from our conversation that day:

ken ` seasons change and so can I says:

more birds more luck1

Jordan ~忠伟~ says:

giving luck to sheeby singh

-theLordmypeace- and soccer is our game. huang rong! -Ping's Teochew lvl 0.3 says:

timseow is the orang utan

from dust to dust, from life to afterlife. says:

did u see the indians in the background at the last part

-theLordmypeace- and soccer is our game. huang rong! -Ping's Teochew lvl 0.3 says:

one hand holding keys

etaaan! wearing my rooney shirt now. come on man utd!!! hey joe! says:

lol

-theLordmypeace- and soccer is our game. huang rong! -Ping's Teochew lvl 0.3 says:

other hand asking for banana

from dust to dust, from life to afterlife. says:

shaking their heads

Jordan ~忠伟~ says:

hahahahaha

from dust to dust, from life to afterlife. says:

HAHA

etaaan! wearing my rooney shirt now. come on man utd!!! hey joe! says:

hahahahaha

ken ` seasons change and so can I says:

ahahah i have to read that again

-theLordmypeace- and soccer is our game. huang rong! -Ping's Teochew lvl 0.3 says:

eh eh

ken ` seasons change and so can I says:

i cant scroll now

Jordan ~忠伟~ says:

no lah..hes the guy who cannot hit the tennis balls

from dust to dust, from life to afterlife. says:

it was freaking hilarious

talk abt imaginative. =P